MAYBE THE LAST!

There's is so many things just happen this day and I think that one is them is from my blog. So i think I should end it or do something to it.how sad is that right! I guess this is the last. So good luck. But I will think again about should I delete this blog.

=)

GIVE SOME COMMENT ABOUT SHOULD I DELETE THIS BLOG!

OK!!!!!!!!!!!!

~XOXO~

YOU KNOW YOU LOVE ME

Boring and Tired.

Ok.I'm going to make this post short,because I will update something else soon. It's about the trip, and all the stuff that happen.So I update this blog just to update something, I don't want it to be old and outdated. I know I sound silly when I type that. But, that is me. I don't want to be outdated except if I'm busy about something. I think I'm going too far away from my point today. So back to my point.

BORING.

Now, I'm really boring. Actually I'm in KL now, at my aunty house. I just arrive here in KL yesterday and it's quite boring now. That why I'm updating my blog now. Since I'm doing nothing now. I really feel sleepy now, but I don't feel like I want to sleep. I don't know why. I know I sound stupid. I hope tommorow me, my family and my cousin can go anywhere to shopping or something, because I really feel freacking boring like shit now. For now, all I can do is, try to finish up my homework and my artical as soon as posible. I can't wait to make someone impress of me. Again I know I sound stupid, but what ever. One more thing, I getting sick to watch my cousin to play the stupid PS2 and PS3. They like cannot stop playing that things. I really feel like killing them, because it's so freacking boring to watch them to play that things. I really hope my days would much more 'NOT BORING'!

TIRED.

Ok. It's time to talk about how tired I am now! I just came back from genting and it's really freacking tired, but about genting I will update about it as soon as posible. The trip was really tired, but it's really nice, eventhough I realize that someone did something bad behind of me, but that person don't know that I realize it. He think I'm dumb, but unfortunately I'm not that dumb. I think if he read this, maybe he can understand what I mean. So now I'm in KL already! I really tired now. I feel like, I want to get a rest forever and ever! I hope I won't be that tired soon. Maybe I need a little rest here. So KL I'm coming to be happy! ok?! I'm going to have fun here(hopefully). Ok, for me there is two type of tired, INSIDE and OUTSIDE. Now, I'm tired of both! hope I can have nice life! My body are really tired like shit now, and I don't feel like I want to do anything! My brain also really tired like shit now, about all the stuff happen in my life now, but I don't want to talk about it now because it can make me sad like mad!

Ok. Actually there is more I want to type about this, but never mine. It's ok. So the end of today's post!

PRAY THAT MY LIFE WILL BECOME BETTER!

XOXO

~you know you love me~

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUM!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO MY LOVELY MUM AND ALL MUM IN THIS WORLD!

OK. I'm going to make this post short and fast. Mum I love you! and I will never forget you forever in my life or I can say as until the end of my life. Oh god, eventhough I feel like, I was really far far away from you, mum and all of our family members. But I still love you. Maybe I feel you all a little bit far away from my life is because now I'm a teeneger, and I ask advice from someone and that someone said that it's normal for teeneger to feel that, and I feel weird about it. Maybe I'm not the same AIZUDDIN anymore. I have a lot of stuff to think and to do.

Usually when I'm going back home, I'm don't really spending my time with my family but I spending my time alone in the room, and doing all my stuff alone. I spend my time less with you all, and not like last time anymore, who I'm always like, asking and spending my time with my mum and family. Don't worry mum eventhough I'm busy with all my stuff and I don't have a time to buy your present. But soon I will give you something which I think it will impress you.

Mum I know, I make a lot of mistake with you, I'M SORRY ok? and mum eventhough our perception is not the same for some of the part. But I will miss you when I am not with you. Eventhough you(mum) know me well cause you are the one who taking care of me. But not all mum, there is some of the part you don't know me mum. I know I sound crazy or stupid when I said that. But that's the truth. Most of us change when we are teeneger.

One thing i really hope that you can understand me is, I hope you understand unlike like some of the mother;s in this world who do not care about their child.

So mum eventhough I feel that we are really far away from each other. But mum, I want you to know this, I love you so much!

I LOVE YOU MUM

and

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.

~XOXO~

you know you love me

I don't know how to say this???

It's been a while I did not update my blog.(there is something happen to me this fews day)

Last saturday (11.4.09), I went to someone house to study. I came first to that person house, so on that time I been talking to that person's mum. It's was quite nice to talk and know that person's mum. All the sudden, that person came back from school already! So I meet that person! Oh My God!! I'm so crazy now! It's was really nice to study together, know that person and that person family more closer. I know that I'm crazy like hell now!

After a while, we go out for walking. I thought that day going to be a perfect, nice, and happy. Suddenly we meet someone who is so annoying and his mouth is big(d)! Oh My God, that guy is so big mouth and complaining about me a LOT, he said that I'm the one who complain a lot about something. I mean like, HELLOOOOOOO! " don't you have a mirror?" he is not at my place, duuuuuh, he can say anything about me. Guess what? he said that he only critizise me a litle bit unlike (j) who been teasing me!

All I can say about all of them is "you all suck!!" they just know how to complain that all. Yesterday, I just know that, WHAT AND HOW they been talking and back stab me (I mean how they teasing me). Again, all i can say about them "you all suck!!". But what ever laa, that's is the attitude of human, they like to do it, I can't stop them, so let see what is going to happen next.

OK, back to my point, after that we went back to that person house, then I do a lot of things with that person. But I don't want to tell anything about it(private)

Accually I want to write more about this. But time is againts me, so I think it's better for me to go now(since a lot of people don't like me). I mean they hates me.

I have a great time with that person and I'm sure that maybe I will come to that person house again. I miss that person also, and I **v* that person (I think). I also will be there for you....


XOXO
~you know you love me~

Confuse?? Been back stab!!

Confuse??
I serously feel confuse now?? because i think i bla..bla..bla.. someone?? AIZUDDIN!!! what happen to you?? haiz.. i think this is not the first time.. But i can feel somethings that is differents now! but i do not know what is it? what is happening to me? why i like this? oh god! help me? i still in confuse now! should i go for it? or i just can do don't know? i think for now i just can go for it until bla..bla..bla.. then only i will stop or somethings else?? bla..bla.. is too good for bla..bla..? what should i do?
I'm happy with it, and feel weird with it also

Feel Back stab!!
Another things, i feel sad, because yesterday or the the day before, someone lied to me, about a things that i really wanted. They are the one who offering me then suddenly they are the one who lied to me! I think I will just walk away from them! i will not, and never be like a stupid person. They make me like a toys who that they can play, put there and put here! so now I'm not that stupid anymore! i can live by myself! the worse part is, I thought they were honest with me! then suddenly now i know they are not! when they need us, they will like so crazy asking for help! and when they don't need us, they just trow away and let just let go like that! never mine it's ok! now i know how bad is their attitude! and I'm glad and feel happy that bla..bla.. is bla..bla.. because of, one of them! they just look so sweet in front of me. But unfortunatly they are not like that! You all just like to think about your self only! ok la.. fine we were see how far you all can go.. Maybe you all will ask the same question to me, but I don't care! once you all had back stabbing me, all my life i will never trusted you all again! Now i don't feel like going see each other face anymore! And now, surely you all are having fun right!? so go for it! I know I'm not the one who they need. So i will walk away! People already do not want us, why we like, trying so hard to be with them? so good bye! all this time i been practicing for my own good, it's just a waste of time! it's better for me to save my phone credit, and time.. It's better for me to enter BLA.. BLA... This does not mean that i hate that person! but i just feel disapointed and wondering why they did this to me? That's all!

HAVE FUN GUY'S


XOXO
~you know you love me~